Friday, June 3, 2011

Mommy Where Is My Daddy?

Like any other morning in our home I stood at the kitchen sink somewhere between 1am & 3am washing dishes. It was something that had to be done so the time meant nothing. I peered through the kitchen window to see my son peacefully sitting in his "rock chair" watching cartoons! Yes thats right 1 in the morning & he is awake. He decides when we start our day, I peacefully accepted that there will be a day when he sleeps but for now we enjoy our EARLY mornings! Thinking about what needed to be done that day & how to make our errans, doctor visits, whatever it may be as fun & peaceful for Garnett I was lost in though only be drown back to reality when a little hand pulled on my shorts and said "Mommy where is MY DADDY?" Now I had spent sometime ponding how I would answer this question. And this wasnt the 1st time he had ask but I knew until I felt safe aswering him he would continue to ask. Do I give details, do I tell him the truth or do I "butter it up" for him. As a parent we want to protect our child from anything that could harm or hurt them so aswering this simple question was a challange but I had finally found a way to explain to Garnett just "where" his daddy was. I placed the dish I was washing in the sink, dried my hands, bent down to his level so he would know I was fully connected to him. I looked my son in the face and said "your daddy is in you. He is in your ears, eyes, nose, arms, legs, heart & soul. Your daddy is half of you & mommy is the other half." I thought to myself "ok I answered him" Garnett just peered at me for a moment & with a sweet, blissful voice replied "AWESOME" and ran off!!! Awesome I thought, how could someone at such a young age find that awesome, nevertheless he thought it was awesome & for today he is pleased & at peace with my answer. I know the day will come when Garnett ask again where is daddy is but for today he thinks its awesome that his daddy is in his "ears, eyes, mouth, nose, arrm" No matter where Garnett's father is he will always be in him & he will always be apart of him!!!

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  1. Your son was beautiful. May he rest in peace. You may be sick in the head but I can not understand how you could hurt that sweet little boy and then lie to the world saying his father is dead. I hope you get help. May you live with the memory of that sweet little boys face and may it haunt you forever.

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  2. A lot of attention from the father story, I wish it had been enough for you Lacey.

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  3. "As a parent, we want to protect our child from anything that could harm or hurt them..." Lacey, you failed to protect him from YOURSELF! Rather than get help for your obvious issues, you chose to inflict pain and suffering and ultimately end the life of this precious child who TRUSTED you! HOW COULD YOU?? Mental illness is no excuse! There is help out there! And what's with making him look like a girl with the long hair, the ponytail and the bright pink pacifier? Did you secretly long for a girl and found yourself disappointed? Even your name is telling. Lacey...feminine, soft, delicate. Spears...sharp, pointed and ultimately, deadly! May God forgive you because most of us would find that very difficult!

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    1. This is exactly what I was thinking. It's funny, and not in a humorous way, how family members can be far more dangerous than any stranger. I was sexually molested by m grandfather when I was a child and my father did nothing when I begged him to come and get me(my Mom was in the hospital).My youngest brother sexually assaulted me as an adult. It would take too long to list everything. My point is that families should be protectors and not predators.

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  4. Mommy, why do you make me look like a girl? Mommy, why do you look like a boy? Mommy, why did you kill me?

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  5. White trash female with issues. Thanks Feminism!

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    1. Oh yeah, cause feminism told her to poison her child for attention. She's a sick person, period.

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  6. this killer was just on Inside Edition for killing her son

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  7. Disgusting what you did to this child, and it is even more disgusting that no one had the balls to stop you.

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  8. Jeremy, care to tell us how feminism and Munchausen by proxy are connected? It's certainly not clear from this "Mommy blog" that Lacey Spears was a feminist.

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  9. Jeremy, feminism has nothing to do with her murdering her child. This woman is clearly sick in the head to keep her child sick (and apparently a child she babysat continuously was sick while in her care) and then kill him. That is not feminism.

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  10. There is a type of woman who loves being regarded as a victim. You can call it a mental illness if you like, but it's a personality type prevalent among women. This woman had such a powerful desire to be pitied that she murdered her own son for it. May she rot in prison.

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  11. Wonder if she murdered Blake like she did Garnett?

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    1. Blake was fake. He never existed. The biological dad is alive with a girlfriend. Although who knows if she even knows herself. I wonder why the bio dad doesn't have any contact with the boy?

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  12. U took ur own kids life. U should be in jail for the rest of ur life. U claim u loved ur son ad asked prayers for him. That's like putting ur hand over ur newborn ad not lettiing go till he stops moving. U r a woman that should have no right to any kid. Ad I pray that the next kid u have gets taken away just so u can feel the pain. U need to be in jail for the rest of ur life!!!!

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  13. I hope that you get the attention you so desperately crave from your fellow inmates. I hope they give you "special" attention every day for the rest of your pitiful life

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    1. Unless she is in protective custody, she will get more attention then she can handle. Too bad it won't be the kind that she likes.

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  14. Sick twisted monster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  15. I hope you die !!! murderess!!!!!!!!!

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  16. I wonder what happened to Blake.

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  17. you god damn nut case crazy bitch from hell.

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  18. How could you? You are pathetic and a murderer. Rot in HELL!

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  19. SICK LADY WILL ROT IN HELL, OH IT'S HOT THERE.
    AND YET NO ONE COULD SEE, OR STOP HER, SHAME ON YOU !!!!!!!!!!
    THAT BOY WAS SO INNOCENT, RIP / GOD BLESS

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  20. Feminism and this monster have no more in common Jeremy than seagulls and cricket bats. One has nothing to do with the other, what a daft comment. As for you Ms Spears, you have murdered a little boy, taken away his future, his first kiss, his wedding, his travels overseas, his talents that have yet to be discovered - you've taken it all. It wasn't yours to take. You yourself will be known as a monster for the rest of your life and even after you die. That will be your legacy - child killer. You had so much going for you, attractive woman, gorgeous son.......why?

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  21. I was wondering about "Owie" journeying onward.......did she kill the dog too?

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  22. Actually, I just read on ABC news that this Blake person never existed. He is just a figment of her imagination. The child's father is still living and has been denied access to the child since he was born. This bitch is crazy.

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  23. Oh my goodness what a tragedy. This poor baby had the misfortune of being born to a psychopath. I also noticed that she made him look like a girl. It is shameful that he slipped through the cracks with the child welfare system. Little Garnett is at peace now and I hope his mother gets exactly what she deserves.

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  24. Hahaha!
    Interesting in watching if she gets a life in prison. She is so stupid.

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  25. Fucking batshit crazy. She should be given capital punishment instead of prison.

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  26. 5 years he suffered in his heartless mother's hands.she is a demon who sucked her child for 5 years.

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  28. Hope every last day of your miserable life is mindless agony, you filthy cunt.

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  29. I just had a terrible thought. What if she gets out of prison while she can still have children? Does anyone know what kind of job she has? I wonder if she gets government assistance for a sick/disabled child? If she doesn't works she might also get assistance and food stamps for herself. Just wondering.

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  32. The woman is an evil psychopath who made Garnett sick from 5 days after he was born. Hope she gets the book thrown at her and spends the rest of her miserable life in a max secure prison in general population. Evil witch. You will pay for this.

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